02:44 pm
I'm so glad it's the long weekend
Lois is driving me insane!
Last night it seemed like everything between us was really cool. She even confided in me about a few personal things. We settled onto the
sofa to watch movies together. My parents are staying in the city with grandpa, so I have the place to myself.
Lois and I passed out while watching My Best Friend's Wedding (Lois' choice). When I woke up this morning, she was on my chest, smiling down
at me, thanking me for the best night of her life. Of course she was totally joking because nothing happened, no matter what she says. I did
not snuggle up to her and I did not pull her onto my chest. She said I was the one who did it and that she couldn't fight me because I was
too strong. At least we were fully clothed.
I pushed her off of me as soon as I was coherent enough to register the fact that not only was she on top of me, but I had a hard-on and it
was not because of her. It was for another reason. Once I took care of that reason, and I was fully awake, I told her off, not that it did
much good.
Now she's called me big boy all morning and winked every time I walk past her. She offered to make breakfast to make it up to me, but I
declined. I told her I didn't want her to burn the kitchen down, because I know she would. She's the crappiest cook I have ever met and she
sucks at making coffee. I have no idea how she manages at the Talon. We kind of had a huge fight. I told her to stop with her stupid antics.
She got all upset and rushed off to go to the airport to pick up Chloe. I think she had tears in her eyes when she left.
I feel like a total jerk now, and I don't even think I did anything wrong. At least she'll be staying with Chloe after this. I think we just
aren't meant to be anywhere near each other. We just don't mix. I don't understand her at all. One day she's doing stupid stuff and the next
she's nice and I feel like maybe we could be friends.
It's totally confusing.
~
10:54 am
This can't be happening!
Lionel is free. The jury found him not guilty. He got off.
I woke up this morning expecting to find Lois in my bed. Luckily she's at Chloe's now. They spent the weekend together in the city. My
parents came home the day after Lois left. On Friday the jury went out for deliberation and I was confident that Lionel would be found
guilty, but he wasn't. There wasn't enough evidence and they couldn't convict beyond a reasonable doubt.
So now he's free. The news showed Lionel getting into a limo. He didn't look good. I would have thought he'd be gloating.
I have to go to Lex. This is bad. This is really bad. I can't even imagine what Lex is feeling right now.
~
05:55 pm
After the bad news
It gets worse. Lex is missing. I can't find him. I can't get him on the phone. I went into town to see Chloe and when I
got to the Talon, I found Chloe, Lois and Lana having coffee. Lana came back from Paris with Chloe. She looks really happy and more relaxed
than I've ever seen her.
Lois was as brazen as always. She wrapped her arms around me and said that while Chloe had been away, she'd gotten up close and personal
with me. Then when Lana and Chloe demanded details, Lois leaned in and whispered to them both that I have the nicest tush she's ever seen
and that I'm uncut! Lana blushed and Chloe winked at me. Can you believe Lois? I can't image why she's single. /sarcasm. I was surprised
Lois hadn't already told Lana and Chloe every single detail of every single encounter she's had with me. She didn't seem mad at me at all. I
guess what happened the other day is completely forgotten.
I talked to Chloe about Lex and enlisted her help in tracking him down. We went up to the extra room above the Talon since Chloe had her
laptop with her and we did a little digging. Lex is really gone. He's vanished and nobody knows where he is.
While Chloe did more digging, I called anybody I could think of who might know something about Lex's whereabouts. Nothing. I was planning on
going into the city to do some digging, and then Lois volunteered to come along. Chloe and Lana insisted Lois would be a great help. They
probably mean because she's so pushy.
I have a feeling Chloe and Lana wanted to get rid of Lois so they could be alone.
I'm off to the city. I'll check in later with what I find.
~
11:11 pm
First day of school over
Best part of the day. NO Lois!
Worst part of the day. Still can't find Lex.
~
12:32 pm
This week has been hard.
My school year looks like it's going to be irritating. I had to interview coach Teague for the Torch. Since he's new
and they're expecting great things from him, Chloe wants me to get the scoop on the guy. Of course there was no way I could tell her about
his extracurricular activities with a certain rich man.
I interviewed him during tryouts, which were yesterday after school. He told me I should try out for the team, but I said I wasn't
interested. Then Chad, the new quarterback, had to throw in a muttered "butt-muncher" in there. All the guys laughed and Jason told the team
those sorts of antics wouldn't be tolerated. Then I made a total fool of myself as I was leaving the field by plowing into the drink stand
and spilling it all over the head cheerleader. She was so pissed off. I thought she was going to gouge my eyes out. She nearly did.
Jason pulled Chad aside to reprimand him about his slur. I listened in to their conversation. Chad basically told Jason that he wouldn't
play for the team if I did. Jason informed him that I wasn't going to be on the team, but that if he didn't want to get kicked off before
the first game was played, he'd better never say shit like that again. He used those words exactly.
If he hadn't slept with Lex while I was away, I might actually like the guy. He stood up for me and he doesn't even know me. Of course,
maybe he did that because he's gay as well, and doesn't want to have to listen to homophobic slurs.
I still haven't seen or talked to Lex. I've been stopped a few times already by reporters trying to get a story from me. I told them that I
had nothing to say. I think they took the hint, because nobody has tried to interview me over the last few days. Unfortunately, the media is
hounding Lex. He's in the paper every day. I left messages and stuff, but he hasn't gotten back to me. This totally sucks, because I miss
him so much, I can practically taste it. I dream about seeing him and his lips. I fantasize at night about his hands and mouth on me,
touching my cock and my body. I close my eyes and think about the feel of him under me when I'm inside him, and the sounds he makes. Last
night, I was so horny. I got into bed already hard, because I'd been thinking about how good Lex looks naked. I imagined that I was on my
knees sucking him off as punishment for abandoning him. He grabbed my hair, and fucked my face hard, telling me that I was a bad boy and
that I deserved to be treated like a slut. He used dirty words like "cocksucker", "fuck toy", and "slut." I came so fast, I thought I was
going to break the bed.
I shouldn't have thought about it again, because now I'm hard, and I'm in the Torch office. I have to get to class, but first I need to jerk
off.
~
11:47 pm
It can't get worse, right?
Lex finally called me last night. He called to say he was going to be busy with LuthorCorp and stuff, and that right
now was not a good time for me to come around. Then he thanked me for trying to help. I made excuses that I had to get going and we said our
good byes. I hope Lex really does take care of himself.
After dinner, I shot some hoops and played around with the football. I was just pretending to score touchdowns and goofing off when Jason
showed up. He said he was in the area and that he thought he'd stop in to say hi. We went up to my loft to talk. He made some small talk but
very quickly it became apparent what the real reason for his visit was. He asked me if I needed somebody to talk to about being gay. Not
that he said it in those exact words. He apologized for the way the guys on the team had behaved the other day. I don't know why he would do
that, since he wasn't the one who called me names.
I sat there listening to Jason talk about stuff. He's a nice guy, but I hate him for sleeping with Lex. It felt really uncomfortable,
talking to him. I stupidly told him that I have a journal I write in to get stuff off my chest. I didn't tell him it was a journal online. I
don't even know why I did that. It's not like he's a buddy or something. I already have a buddy, not that I could really talk to Pete about
this.
I can do it here, in private where nobody will judge me or tell me I'm wrong for having my feelings.
I'm still pissed off that Lex fucked somebody else while I was away. I don't get why he did that. It's not like I left on purpose. I didn't.
It pisses me off that he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. I thought he loved me. I thought we were going to be together forever.
That's stuff I can't say to anybody, not even my parents.
Jason finally left after hanging around for a half hour, making sure that I knew he was there for me if I needed somebody to confide in. He
also urged me to try out for the team. Maybe I should. It could be a nice change. I could play just for the year and have fun with it. Dad
played when he was my age. I'm going to think about it.
It's gotten late and the stars are shining brightly tonight. The sky looks so beautiful, filled with jewels that sparkle and comets that
vanish as soon as you see them. The loneliness is like a living thing. I wonder if I fly straight up will I die or will I just keep going
forever?
~
01:11 pm
My weekend update
I'm starting to think I'm cursed. Lois stopped in to see me just now. She's staying in town with Chloe for a few days
because she got kicked out of the university and can't face her father, so she's hiding from him. I don't blame her, since he is kind of
intimidating. She just left the Torch office, and I don't care where she goes, as long as she's nowhere near me. At least this time, she
kept her hands to herself.
My weekend was nice and quiet. I spent most of my time doing work around the farm. I did give what coach Teague said a lot of thought. When
he stopped by my loft the other night, I thought he was crazy to continue to suggest that I try out for the team this year. Maybe it is a
good idea to try out. I'd like to get involved in a team sport. I could make new friends. I've never had that before, and it sounds nice. I
see how chummy all the guys on the team are and I think I want that. I'll have to give it some more thought. Maybe I'll stop by the coach's
office today to discuss my options with him.
I'm at school right now, getting my article on the coach ready for press. Chloe wants it now, and Lois just stormed back into the Torch
office, demanding I tell her where Chloe went. Can't she go someplace else? High school is not exactly the place somebody her age should be
hanging around. Now she has stormed out, because I asked if she thought she might be mistaken for a teacher, since she's so old. Actually,
she's only 21, but I like to make fun of her penchant for hanging out with people who are still in high school.
This could be fun.
~
11:03 pm
What's up with that?
There's this girl... seriously it's not what it seems. She's the head cheerleader and I've been watching her for a few
days. There's something weird going on. Lois told me she thinks Mandy is up to no good. Lois thinks everybody is up to no good, but in this
case she might be onto something. I watched Mandy yesterday at practice, and it didn't seem like anything was up. She did catch me looking
and I overheard her and the rest of the cheerleaders laughing so I listened in to what they were saying. Mandy thinks I like her! Seriously,
she knows I'm gay and she's convinced that she can make me straight. She even told her friend that she could have me if she wanted. I think
she might actually try. I don't really have to worry since she has a boyfriend and she's not my type, but it was kind of amusing.
I told Lois it didn't seem like there was anything weird with Mandy and her girlfriends. Lois told me I'm blind to those little signs that
girls give off when they're up to no good. She said it's probably because I'm gay. I am pretty sure she was kidding since she did say it
tongue in cheek. Anyway, Lois convinced Chloe that something is going on and Chloe asked Lois and me to investigate. I have to admit Mandy's
boyfriend, Danny, was acting kind of strange. When he caught me staring at Mandy, he accused me of checking out his girlfriend. Hello! What
part of totally gay don't these people get? I'm going to have to investigate this more.
I talked to Coach Teague about joining the team. I'm still not sure about it. It's not me, but I'm going to talk to Dad about it.
~
09:57 pm
Not the best way to end the day
Lex kissed me tonight, but that was just the end to a really painful day.
I know now for sure there's something going on with the cheerleading squad. They did something to the football players' drinks. I know
because I drank some this afternoon after school while I was trying to get an interview with the coach and a few of the players. As soon as
I swallowed the stuff, I knew there was Kryptonite in the Gatorade. I got so sick that I had to go home, but before I could leave, a few of
the players tackled me and knocked me to the ground. I was off to the side and they claimed I got in the way of their play. It was so
obvious that they did it on purpose. When I tried to bring this to Coach Teague's attention, he mocked me and told me that he thought Lex
Luthor was wrong about my being an asset to the team. Why would Lex talk to Jason about me?
Then he said I should stay out of the way. He did a total about-face and said I was too much of a pussy to be on his team. I think he may
have drunk some of the tainted juice. I told him I needed to go home, but he ordered me to sit on the bench and watch real men play. I was
tackled so many times that by the time I left, I was covered in cuts and bruises.
When I finally did get home, I stayed up in my loft to avoid my parents. I didn't want them to worry about me. The Kryptonite was still in
my system and I felt so sick, I threw up until there was nothing left in my stomach.
Unfortunately, before I had a chance to recover, I was attacked by a few guys from the team. I was too weak to fight them off and they
totally kicked my ass, calling me a "cocksucking faggot" and other nasty names. Chad threw me over the railing and I fell from the loft,
smashing my head on the concrete floor. By the time they were finished with me, I had a broken nose, and one of my ribs broke. I also had a
split lip, cuts on my forehead, and there was blood all over my face.
I know they don't like the fact that I'm gay, but I just can't believe that they would do something this nasty. They're jerks but there's no
way they were in their right minds when they attacked me. They were obviously under the influence of that stuff. They'd been drinking it all
day at practice. In between punches, Danny said that Mandy is dreaming if she thinks she can get into my pants, because he's sure I'm a
cocksucker through and through. I finally passed out while Chad was punching me repeatedly in the face.
I woke up to find Lex shaking me awake, panic in his voice. He'd stopped by to see how I was doing. It was lucky for me that he did. The
guys who attacked me were gone. Lex said he got there just as they were running away, but when he saw me he let them go. When he asked me
who they were, I lied and said I didn't see their faces. I told him they were wearing masks and I left out that they used gay slurs. I
didn't want Lex to freak, because he was already upset enough at my condition, and I know those guys would never have done what they did if
it wasn't for that crap they had drunk.
I was still in so much pain. I felt dizzy and my head hurt, and I had a broken rib. Lex was really upset and he wanted to call the sheriff,
but I reminded him I'd eventually recover and there wouldn't be any evidence of what they'd done. He stayed with me and took care of me,
cleaning my wounds.
The Kryptonite eventually dripped out of my nose. Once it was all gone, I healed. It was a relief when the cuts and bruises all disappeared,
because it was a really painful experience.
Then it happened. Lex kissed me. He was comforting me, and telling me everything was going to be okay. Then suddenly our lips touched and I
was in his arms. The kiss was tender, loving and filled with yearning that I could practically taste in his mouth. My whole body ached for
him.
I was confused and still disoriented from what had just happened, and I freaked and pushed him away. I couldn't handle it right at that
moment. Maybe if it was at another time or a different circumstance, but I just couldn't handle it. I told him that I was okay and that he
could go home. I asked him to leave, and I regretted it as soon as I spoke the words. I wanted him to kiss me again and tell me that he
loved me and that he'd always save me and be there for me.
He left without argument. I almost called out to him, to beg him to stay with me, but I didn't. I really wish I had asked Lex to stay. I
never realized how much I missed him until he kissed me.
~
09:03 pm
I can't believe him
How can Lex think that buying the team new equipment would win my heart?
I was tense all day today because Chloe wanted me to go to the locker room after practice to get the scoop on a rumor she's heard that
something big was going down. I was afraid that the guys would be there, but I worried for nothing. When I went to the Torch office this
morning, Lois was there, telling Chloe about how three guys on the team were in jail because they'd been arrested last night for starting a
brawl in a bar.
Chloe she was right about something going down. When I went to the locker room, Lex showed up. He was there to give the team all new
uniforms. I found out that Jason had asked Lex for help, and so Lex pulled out a wad of cash. Lex even had a personalized jersey made just
for me. I wish he hadn't done that. The football team already makes fun of me enough as it is. This is just going to add fuel to the fire,
but it's good for the team, because the old uniforms were really worn out.
I've decided not to try out for the team. Lois and Chloe are right. It's not for me. Once Lex was finished with his inspiring speech, I told
him that he should keep up on his gossip, and I threw the shirt in his face. Then I left, because there was no way I was going to stay
there. I saw the starry-eyed look Jason had when he watched Lex. It was gross.
I guess there is one up side to today. At least Jason seemed to be over his asshole phase. He didn't say anything about what he'd done to me
yesterday. Not even an apology. He didn't even act like anything was wrong between us.
Then after the fun time in the locker room, I hid in the Torch office. Lois showed up to make my wonderful day complete. I didn't even want
to listen to her voice so I told her to stop talking to me. I must have been nuts to think that would discourage her. Nothing seems to shut
her up. She wants to help me find out why the football players are all acting weird.
I'm all for that. I want this over with.
When I got home tonight from going out with Lois, I found the jersey in the loft. Lex must have had it sent over. I actually had a good time
tonight. Lois was surprisingly fun for a change though she kept reminding me that we were not on a date, which was really amusing. A guy
even hit on her and she almost karate chopped him to the floor. She thought he was trying to get fresh. That part was really funny. How
could anybody find Lois attractive? I shudder at the thought. She's staying at Chloe's place for the weekend so we can figure out the
mystery of the punch.
~
10:06 pm
This is really bad!
Chloe just tried to get me in bed. I went up to my loft after dinner and found her wearing nothing but the football
jersey Lex had given me. She started to say stuff about how she has finally realized what a big mistake she's made and how she's totally
devoted to me! Then she climbed into my lap and kissed me and then she felt me up. I was too stunned to say anything. I couldn't believe
what she was doing. Chloe used to have a crush on me a long time ago, but this was just crazy. She said she broke up with Lana to be with
me, and that we were meant to be together. She told me to forget about Lex, or any other guy, because nobody could be as good to me as she
could.
I pulled her off of me and asked her to put her own clothes back on. Before I could stop her, she'd yanked the jersey off, tossed it aside,
and stood buck naked in front of me. She'd been wearing the jersey with nothing else on! No underwear. No bra. Nothing! I turned away, but
not before I got an eyeful of my best friend naked. Crap! I didn't want to see Chloe naked.
I convinced her to get dressed and wait for me in my loft while I went inside. I called Lois immediately and told her that Chloe might have
drunk some of the spiked juice. Lois told me that Chloe had left the house in a tiff. Lois already knew something was up with her cousin
because Chloe had started acting all psycho, and told Lois to go to hell after she tried to remind her that I am Ice Capades gay, whatever
that means.
Lois came over right away to take Chloe home. I had to stay with Chloe while we waited and it was weird, to say the least. She practically
sat in my lap and stare at me with this look of complete devotion in her eyes. She told me that I'm the only guy she's ever loved. I tried
to explain to her that she's not thinking straight, but it didn't help. I guess whatever the cheerleaders used must be very powerful stuff
for Chloe to act like that. I have to admit, I felt a little pang when she said I love you. I thought about Lex and I realized how long it
had been since I'd last said those words to him.
I was so relieved when Lois showed up to take Chloe home. Lois was pissed. She acted like I had something to do with how Chloe was behaving.
She said that tomorrow we are going to put a stop to the whole thing. There's supposed to be a pool party tomorrow and Mandy's going to be
there.
Once Chloe and Lois were gone, I sat in the loft holding the jersey, and then I put it on. I really miss Lex. Why did I let things get so
messed up? Why can't my life be less complicated?
It's too late now. I haven't exactly made overtures to fix things between us, and the look on his face when I threw that jersey at him
sticks in my mind. I don't blame him if he hates me. Why was I so angry?
~
06:55 pm
It's done
Mandy has been stopped. Lois and I went to the pool party that the cheerleaders were holding, and while I distracted
Mandy by pretending to want her, Lois stole the formula they were using to taint the juice. That was really hard to fake since I feel
nothing but annoyance towards her. I did my best and it worked long enough for Lois to get the folder in Mandy's bag. I can't believe I've
been kissed by two girls in two days. If I was unsure about my sexual preference, I am very sure now. When Mandy asked me if I was bored, I
almost screamed yes. I literally had to bite my tongue. She's a really bad kisser, too.
It turned out that the formula they were using was some sort of love potion, but it ended up having the bad side effect of turning anybody
who drank it homicidally jealous. We're going to tell the principal tomorrow at school and we've already told the sheriff and explained why
the guys from the football team acted the way they did.
I'm just happy it's over. Chloe is back to normal. She doesn't have a girlfriend at the moment since she dumped Lana, but at least she's not
hitting on me. She must have said something really bad for Lana not to forgive her.
After Lois and I finished up with the cheerleaders, I stopped by Chloe's house to see her. She was a mess. She doesn't remember anything she
did while under the influence, but she said Lana isn't speaking to her. I have no idea what Chloe said to Lana since I wasn't there, but I'm
going to go to her to plead Chloe's case.
I want to go talk to Lex. I miss him so much. I just hope he doesn't throw me out.
~
05:05 pm
At least it's a start
Last night I put on the jersey Lex had ordered for me, and went over by the mansion to see him. He was there and we
talked, and it was the nicest evening I've had in a long time. I thanked him for helping out the school and said I was sorry for pushing him
away. I told him a little about what happened with Chloe and Mandy and what the cheerleaders had been up to. The whole time we sat on the
sofa together talking, I was hoping Lex would kiss me or something, but he didn't. I'm just grateful that he didn't throw me out, or worse,
tell me to go to hell. At least we're talking and as I was leaving, I told him I'd see him tomorrow. He didn't seem unhappy. I think he
almost smiled. I'm going over after school to invite him to watch the team play. They have their first home game this Friday.
Mandy and her friends have been suspended from school for a week. The football players are all out of jail and back in school. It was really
uncomfortable to see them again after what they'd done to me. Nate actually apologized for what happened the other night. He said he tried
to get the other guys to come with him to talk to me, but that they refused. I told him since I was fine, that it was cool, but he wouldn't
hear it. He said I should report them to the police. Maybe he's right, but I just can't. They weren't thinking straight.
I asked him if he really felt that way, and since we were alone, he was honest with me. At least, I think he was. He said it doesn't bother
him at all what I do in private, but it does bother some of the guys. Then he said if he could, he'd take back what happened in a second. I
think we might actually be friends.
At lunchtime Chloe and I were in the Torch office, preparing the next issue, when I asked her about the weekend. Since the guys remembered
what they'd done, I knew Chloe had to remember, as well. It was really awkward, but I didn't want it to get in the way of our friendship.
Chloe had lied to me and Lana. It turned out she did remember. She was just so embarrassed about it that she tried to pretend it had never
happened. I couldn't resist asking if she was telling the truth about me being the only guy she'd ever loved. I probably shouldn't have, but
I needed to know because I adore Chloe so much and I'd always wonder. She told me that I was, but that she was also very much in love with
Lana and didn't want anybody else. We agreed never to talk about it again, and then we hugged and had lunch together. That was when Lana
showed up. I left them alone and later on I discovered that Lana had heard through the school gossip about the juice and what had happened.
She and Chloe got back together. I'm really glad they worked it out.
Now if only it would be that easy for Lex and me. I think things between us are always going to be complicated no matter what.
~
11:18 pm
Back to normal
Last night, I stopped in at Lex's briefly. I said I was there to invite him to the first home football game, but I
really just wanted to see him.
Today was a good day. After the excitement of the past week and the whole spiked punch thing, I was glad for the calm. The whole
cheerleading squad was not just suspended. The team was disbanded. The school is cheerleaderless. I joked that Chloe should take over and
she hit me over the head with a book. I'm still laughing at the thought of her in one of those uniforms. I think she'd look really cute.
Maybe she could enlist Lois' help. I bet Lois would love that.
After school, Pete and I went to the Talon with Nate. It was so nice just to relax and not have to worry about craziness. Nate's a really
cool guy. He got some grief from a few guys on the team for hanging out with me, but he told them to fuck themselves. It was cool that he
defended me like that. I think.
Then there was the part where I got to see Lex. He stopped by the Talon, whether by accident or in the hopes that he'd see me there, I don't
know, but it was really nice to see him. He looks so amazing. Nate thanked him for the football uniforms and Lex was his usual humble self.
I wanted to grab him and kiss him. He looked so hot, but of course I couldn't. We're not back together. I think we're headed there, but it's
going to take time. I still wish I could just grab him and make him mine again. I want him to be mine.
When Lex left, I turned and watched him leave. I couldn't help it. I stared at his ass as he walked away. I checked out his underwear: dark
grey boxer briefs. Hot stuff! Yum! They hugged him so nicely. I want to be his boxer briefs.
I guess I watched him a little too long, because Nate noticed I was staring. He made a comment about how Lex is way out of my league. I was
so shocked. I almost spit my drink across the table. I thought for sure making a crack like that would be out of Nate's comfort zone.
After Pete left to go home for dinner, Nate gave me a ride home. We talked some more. I reassured him that I would never hit on him or
anything like that. It was kind of awkward but I wanted him to know that I appreciated his friendship. He said that even though I am pretty,
I am definitely not his type. I laughed out loud, and he told me that was the first time he'd seen me really smile. As he dropped me off, he
told me to take it easy.
I wish I could go see Lex. I miss the times when I could just run over there and hang out. I guess I'll just have to settle for dreaming
about his underwear. I wonder what he'll wear tomorrow.
~
07:13 pm
A step in the right direction
Chloe knew the second she saw me this morning that I'd gotten some action.
Last night, after I'd finished my homework and had dinner, I went over to the mansion. Lex was in his office doing work as usual. He took a
break so we could play a game of pool. It was nice to be there with him. I got to watch him bend over the table and fantasize about what I'd
do to him. That gave me the biggest boner. I was glad I'd worn my long red flannel shirt. It covered my excitement.
Lex was wearing casual clothes with burgundy silk boxers. I x-rayed through his pants to look at his ass, and what an ass! He's so sexy.
Does he even know how hot he is? I bet he does. I couldn't stop myself from touching him every chance I got. He had his shirt sleeves rolled
up! How am I supposed to resist that?
We talked about what he's been up to, his father, and how school has been going for me this year. Then after he'd beaten me a few times at
pool (I still suck at that game no matter how hard I try), we sat down on the leather loveseat. I took the chance that he'd want me to kiss
him, and I'm glad I did. We made out on the sofa. I stripped off his shirt and he took off mine, and I got down on my knees between his
thighs and sucked his cock. It was delicious and I loved every second of it. I loved the feel of his length in my mouth and the taste of his
juices on my tongue. I wanted to stay on my knees so I could worship his cock forever. He moaned loud enough to shake the walls. It was so
hot.
After he came and I swallowed every drop, I sat down beside him and he pulled out my cock. I could barely hold back when he held me in his
hand and stroked me, I practically came on the spot. I was so horny. I couldn't help it. It felt so amazing and he kissed me on the mouth,
sucking on my tongue as he held me and jerked me. GOD! I want to go back there right now so we do it all over again. I want him to fuck me
and make me his love slave. Maybe he'd like to play alien love slave and master.
I know it's just a start, but I asked him if we're dating again and Lex said yes. I almost jumped up and down and screamed from joy. I
managed to hold back because I didn't want Lex to change his mind. I know it's not going to be easy, but I feel so content knowing that I
have him on my side.
Now I'm all hard again. I have to go jerk off. Life is good.
~
10:09 am
Bad morning
I was having this great dream just before I woke up this morning. I was dreaming that Lex and I had finally gotten back
together, except it wasn't really a dream. It happened for real the other day.
When I went downstairs after dressing for school, I found Lois and Chloe in our kitchen having coffee with my mom. I was in too much of a
good mood to be upset that Lois was back in my life so soon. Then Chloe flung herself in my arms and started to sob uncontrollably. Chloe's
dad died last night. He had a heart attack and died on the way to the hospital. The funeral is on Sunday. I can't believe this is happening.
Chloe's asleep on my bed right now. She was totally exhausted from the ordeal she'd gone through last night.
I'm taking the day off from school to stay with Chloe.
~
06:03 pm
Lex could make me say anything
Sometimes, I can't even believe the things Lex makes me think. He's so busy all the time now because of his work, so I
hardly get to see him anymore in person. The last time I saw him was the funeral on Sunday. It was a formal, somber event. I couldn't really
say much to him except to thank him for everything he did for Chloe. He helped her out so she wouldn't have to worry about anything.
Since then, we've talked on the phone every night. Lex calls me at ten o'clock and we talk for an hour, or longer sometimes, if I really
need to hear his voice. Last night, I kind of whined about how long it's been since we'd seen each other and how the last time Lex touched
me, it had been on Sunday to pat me on the shoulder. He asked me what I fantasize about when I'm in my bed at night. At first, I was
hesitant because we were on the phone, but then I started to get horny when Lex lowered his voice and whispered hot, sexy words in my ear.
I eventually admitted that when I jerk off I imagine that I bend Lex over his desk or even the sofa in my loft and fuck him until he screams
my name. I know it's kind of tame, but it's what gets me hard. He described in detail how he'd react and before I knew it, I'd come. It
wasn't until after I'd reached climax that I realized we'd just had phone sex!
I cleaned up really quickly, which was good because my dad entered my room without knocking to tell me to get off the phone and get to bed.
Luckily, I was already all tucked away.
I can't wait for his call tonight. I'm looking forward to hearing his voice. Even if he talks about stocks and board of directors meetings,
I could listen to him forever.
But right now, I have an English test to study for.
~
05:36 pm
It happened again last night
Lex called right on time and we talked for a few minutes about stuff. Then there was this long silence and I asked Lex
if he'd been thinking about me. He laughed and said he thinks about me all the time. I told him how much I wished he were with me, and
before I knew it, we were talking dirty and he was telling me about how he wants to push me up against the barn wall and have me where
anybody could walk in and catch us! It was so sexy, I came within minutes. I told him he could chain me up in the barn, and have his way
with me. Then he moaned, and I asked if he'd come. He had. I blushed and asked if we could do that every night. He promised we could do
whatever I wanted.
This time dad didn't interrupt, which was good since I didn't want to end the call. Lex is way too busy this weekend to come to town. He has
meetings every second of every day, or at least it seems that way. This totally sucks. I wanted to see him. I was hoping we could hang out
in my loft or at the mansion and do some "horizontal tango" games in bed, but now that's shot all to hell.
I guess it will have to be the phone again.
~
10:49 pm
I was set for a quiet evening alone
This whole week has been hectic. I feel like I shouldn't be this happy right now. My parents went to the city for
dinner and a movie. I was all set to spend the evening shooting hoops, doing homework and watching some lame TV. That was until I heard the
sound of footsteps on the loft stairs. I knew who it was even before I saw him. Lex showed up. I was in the middle of bouncing a rubber
ball, trying to see how high I could get it to go, when he snatched the ball from the air and smirked up at me. I was so excited that I
practically twirled him in my arms.
He looked so amazing in a black coat and black t-shirt, and his black pants. Once my initial excitement was over, we sat down on the loft
and I couldn't stop grinning. I felt like a total goof. You'd think I hadn't seen him in a year the way I was carrying on, but I didn't
care. I couldn't believe that Lex dropped everything for me and came all the way in from the city just to see me. That was all he came to
Smallville for: Me!!!!!!!
We kissed and touched. I couldn't keep my hands off of him. I didn't want to admit to him that I'd been thinking about him and us all day.
All morning after I woke up, I had daydreamed about Lex climbing into bed with me. He asked me to relate every detail of my dream to him. I
told him about how I touched myself as I imagined Lex climbing on top of me and having his way with me.
We started to make out right on the sofa in my loft. I was so excited that I tore his t-shirt in half and I ripped the button off his pants
when I tried to undo them. Lex wasn't upset, but it was a little frustrating for me, because I had lost a little control of my strength and
that hadn't happened in such a long time. I couldn't help it. Lex was there with me in the loft and he looked so hot, I wanted to tear his
clothes off. I guess I sort of did tear his clothes off. Who cares! He looks way better naked.
We made out on the sofa and then I lay a blanket down on the floor of the loft and we had hot sex. It was slow and romantic and awesome. I
wanted to shout it to the rooftops that Lex Luthor is hot in bed and that he loves me. Lex stopped me with a kiss.
Jeez! I sound like a hormonally challenged alien from Krypton.
I gave Lex another t-shirt that he could wear home. He looks really good in red. I wanted him to stay, but he couldn't. He said that instead
of going to LuthorCorp tower this afternoon for a meeting, he turned his Ferrari (the red one I love so much) towards Smallville and didn't
stop until he hit our driveway. (He was probably kidding. I'm sure he stopped for traffic lights and stuff.) He left the board of directors
sitting in an office and waiting on him. When I heard that, I wanted to jump him again, so I did. I pointed out that we should make the most
of it since he had gone to so much trouble to be with me.
I totally love Lex.
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