01:57 pm
The party
[Newspaper
article]
I had the most amazing time last night at the party. At first I was a little nervous. I arrived late, but once I got there, my worries were
put to rest right away. Everybody was dressed up in costume and they all looked so amazing. I spent the first ten minutes just walking
around to admire all the cool outfits. My parents looked awesome, despite what Dad said about feeling foolish. Chloe and Lana looked so
incredible. Chloe dressed as the goddess of love, Aphrodite, and Lana went as Cleopatra. They made a gorgeous pair. When I went over to say
hello to them, Chloe acted a little strange. She pulled me aside and told me that if I ever needed anybody to talk to about anything I could
go to her anytime no matter what. I could only guess that maybe she thought I felt awkward being there and not being Lex's official date. I
thanked her and told her I was cool with everything.
A few times I walked by Lex when nobody else was around and whispered that I was going to tear his clothes off when I got him alone.
The party was so cool. Lex even got a live band, All-American Rejects. They were great. I mingled and met all kinds of new people. I even
got to meet some guys who used to go to prep school with Lex. Bruce was there. He looked cool dressed as Zorro.
After everybody left, I stayed with Lex and we had a wonderful time together. He looks awesome in a skirt. There's so much to talk about. I
ended up falling asleep at the mansion in Lex's arms. I couldn't help it. When I woke up this morning, I rushed home as fast as I could in
my costume since I didn't have any regular clothes to change into, to find my parents waiting for me. Last night, when they'd left the
party, they told me that I had to be home by midnight because it was a school night. My Dad was really mad. He threw the newspaper at me to
show me the front page article about the party. It's so cool. My picture got in the paper! They didn't name me, but it's right there almost
beside Lex's picture. I saved the whole article. Dad was not as thrilled about it as I was. He's totally overreacting. Luckily, I had to
rush off to school, but he told me that we'd have a long talk about it tonight. He also told me that since I couldn't be responsible enough
to get home on time last night, I have to go straight home after school today and get to work on my homework and chores.
I don't really care. I had such a wonderful time last night. Nothing can ruin my good mood today.
~
06:33 pm
Last night was the best night ever.
I feel like I can share this with you all. It's a little bit more detailed than I'm used to sharing, so I hope nobody minds. Here goes
nothing.
After all of Lex's guests went home, Lex and I retired to his private rooms. The staff was told to go home since the cleanup would be done
in the morning. We were completely alone except for a few security people. As soon as Lex locked the doors, I fell on him and we kissed
passionately. It felt amazing to be able to touch him and kiss him after being denied him all night. I told him that I was hard half the
time because he looked so amazing, and I almost jumped him right there in front of everybody. Then I asked him how he was going to make it
up to me.
He started to remove my clothes one piece at a time and kissed me after he tossed them aside. He left me with nothing but the skirt and I
returned the favor by removing his clothes until all that was left was his skirt. I got down on my knees and sucked him off. I told him I
would do this for him any time, any place, and all he had to do was ask. He grabbed my hair and pulled on it as I sucked him to orgasm. Then
we fell onto the pillows and kissed for a long time. I was so excited that I thought for sure I would never last, but I managed to stay hard
long enough to lift up his skirt and fuck him from behind. I held onto his hips tightly as I thrust into ass and called him Alexander. It
was so amazing and so tight, and when I came, I tore the rest of his clothes off and threw them against the wall. I was so excited.
We collapsed into each other's arms and I remember thinking I'd never been as happy in my life as I was at that moment. I whispered to Lex
that I loved him with all my heart and that if I could I'd be his forever.
~
12:46 pm
Kittens and stuff.
This morning while I was doing chores, I heard meowing behind a storage box so I lifted it up out of the way to find out what was up. I
found five little kittens. One of our cats had gone behind the box to have her litter. They are so cute! I couldn't resist. They were
wandering all over the place now that there was more room for them to move. When my dad came to get me for breakfast, he found me with
little kittens climbing all over me. They didn't seem to win him over. He's still complaining about what happened the day after the party. I
wish he'd just let it go. I told him that everything is cool and that Lex would never let anything happen to me.
I put the box back in its place, and Dad and I made a new home for them. They're old enough now to wander around. One of them tried to
follow me out the door when I left to go eat breakfast. I'm not allowed to have cats in the house, but I named the kittens: Eenie, Meenie,
Minie, Moe, and the smallest one I named Toe. Toe was the one who tried to follow me.
I totally forgot about the reason I was late to the party on Tuesday. Just before I got dressed in my costume, I got a panicked called from
Alec. He was freaking out that he had lost control of his car and that he couldn't get out because of the lead bracelet. I told him to tell
me where he was and that I'd be there right away to save him. I got to the runaway car and caught it in midair just after it flipped over,
but when I set it down as carefully as I could, the car was empty. It was so strange. Maybe he managed to remove the bracelet and get out
safely. That's the only thing I can think that could have happened.
I meant to tell Dad about it, but he's being so sour about the whole Lex thing, that I figured I should just let it go. Nobody was hurt and
because I haven't seen or heard from Alec since, I figure he's probably okay and I don't have to worry about it. I did sort of make an
attempt to find him, but nothing came up. Even Chloe said she hadn't heard anything. She said she'd look into it and get back to me if she
finds out anything.
~
08:29 pm
My weekend so far
The kittens I found, Eenie, Meenie, Minie, Moe, and Toe, are so cute. Chloe came over yesterday to help me play with them. She said that she
might take one home with her once they're ready to be separated from their mother. She had to talk to Lana about it first.
We had a great time hanging out and talking about stuff. She said she couldn't find any sign that Alec was even still in town. She's
probably right that he left to start a new life where nobody knew what he'd done in his past. I hope he's going to be okay.
My parents had gone to an animal auction in the next county for most of the day, so I had to fend for myself. I managed to make Chloe a
really nice lunch using leftover pot roast. She looks really happy and she said that her relationship with Lana is going so well. They're
both thinking about going to Met U together next year.
I thanked Chloe for being so concerned about my feelings at the party. She hugged me and again told me that she was there for me no matter
what I wanted to talk about. She made a comment about how a big strong guy like me probably doesn't really need someone like her. I
immediately quashed her thinking and informed her that I would always need her. Then we hugged some more. I love hugging her. She feels so
soft and warm.
After lunch we went to the county bazaar to do some shopping. Chloe mostly shopped, and I mostly browsed. I did buy something, and I know I
shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it. I was walking along sort of daydreaming about Lex and absently touching these necklaces on display
when I felt this rush of power. I was instantly hard and when I looked down, a necklace I'd touched was glowing red. Two of the stones were
made of red Kryptonite. I didn't know what else to do, so I bought it on the spot. Chloe thought it wasn't my style at all, but I couldn't
leave it there. It's in my bedside drawer, hidden away from prying eyes.
I feel this rush just writing about it, and even now I want to take it out and touch it. I did that last night when I put it away in my
drawer. I touched the stones, and the rush it sent through my body was thrilling. As soon as I started to feel like I would give in and put
the necklace on, I dropped it in the bag and stuffed it in the back of my drawer. I won't touch it again, but at least now it's off the
market, and the risk of me stumbling across it by accident is gone.
I had to jerk off three times last night, I was so hard. I wanted to rush over to see Lex and work out some of my nervous energy in bed with
him, but I resisted the urge. I'm really not sure why. I should have just found him and fucked him into the mattress. I think about it and
that's what I want even this very second. I shouldn't have bought that necklace. I should have left it there and let somebody else buy it.
As soon as I'm finished with my chores, I'm going to bury it someplace very deep where nobody will ever find it.
~
07:16 pm
That was totally annoying
My Dad chased a reporter off our property today. I was on the front porch just after dinner, playing with my new kittens. Toe followed me
out of the barn this afternoon while I was doing chores and played with a loose thread on my flannel shirt. I sort of lost track of time and
didn't get the chores done, but my parents weren't mad. Mom took pictures.
Anyway, I was playing with Toe when this guy pulled up. At first he pretended to be lost, but his true reason for being on our farm came out
when he pulled a tape player from his pocket and started bombarding me with questions about Lex. He said he found me from that article in
the paper and that people in town were very helpful. He asked if I knew who Lex was dating and why Lex wasn't revealing her name. He said
there was talk that he had a date at the Halloween ball, but that Lex didn't want her in the spotlight. I was about to tell the guy that I
wouldn't talk to him when Dad came storming out of the house, saying he was going to call the sheriff. The guy left as soon as I told him my
dad had a shotgun. I know I shouldn't have said that, but he totally pissed me off.
I wonder what he would have thought if he found out that not only was he right about Lex but that he'd found the person he was asking about.
I hope nobody really is talking about us. I don't think my dad would be too thrilled if the world found out about Lex and me. I'll have to
talk to my dad when he gets back from running his errands.
~
09:15 pm
I had a plan
I went over to see Lex yesterday after dinner with the intention of speaking to him about my Dad's attitude towards him, but I kind of got
sidetracked. It's not my fault. Lex was so hot, and I probably shouldn't have gotten into his bed in just my boxer shorts. I probably should
have gone straight to his office, but I didn't want to risk a run-in with Lionel.
When Lex came up to his bedroom and found me, he practically fell into my arms. He was drained emotionally and physically, but he still had
enough energy to give me the most amazing blowjob. Then when I tried to talk about stuff, he distracted me. I shouldn't have let him
distract me.
I kept thinking about this all day at school and then Chloe was acting weird and Lana wanted me to help her with some project, and Pete is
freaked over family stuff.
I just wish my dad would back off. I tried to talk to him at dinner tonight, but he just wouldn't budge on his position that being with Lex
is going to somehow hurt me. I can't even believe he still feels that way after everything Lex has done to protect me and my secret. Mom
can't reason with him.
I just want everybody to get along, and get awesome blowjobs while I'm at it. Is that too much to ask?
~
11:04 am
I am so angry right now
I can't believe my dad. He is really starting to piss me off. This morning at breakfast he made sure that I saw a story in the paper about
Lex. In the article, they speculated on who he might be dating. They even speculated that Lana might be a contender. Reporters are so
stupid. All you'd have to do is ask one person in our town and they could tell you that Lana does not like guys.
I pointed out to Dad that this is a good thing because it means they aren't even considering that Lex might be dating somebody male. That
wasn't enough for him. He went on and on about how it's too dangerous to be seeing somebody so famous and that I need to be more careful. I
told him I was as careful as possible. I barely get to see Lex lately.
I really wanted to hit my Dad when he said that he thinks I made a huge mistake dating Lex. I didn't hit him, but I did go into the barn and
smash a beam, which I now have to fix as soon as school is over. Mom came out to talk right when I unleashed my rage. I told her that I was
safe with Lex. I told her that Dad is being a jerk and that he's letting his stupid fears get the better of him. I told her that there was
no way in hell I'd ever lose Lex. I said a lot of things I probably shouldn't have said. I really let her have it and I know that wasn't
right since she's not on Dad's side over all this. She said she's tried to reason with him, but he's being totally stubborn.
When I left her to run to school, I let Mom know that I'd pick Lex over Dad. I didn't really mean it. I was just so furious. She probably
told Dad about it, and I'm going to catch all kinds of hell over this, but I'm so sick of his growing distrust. I hate it. I want him to
stop it and just trust my judgment. I want him to realize that I am not making a mistake and that Lex is good for me. I want him to trust
Lex.
I love my parents and I love Lex, but something has to give, or I don't know what I'll do.
~
10:05 am
I can't believe this!
What am I supposed to say to my dad? He just won't let it go. I told him to stop talking about Lex as if he's somebody unimportant, but this
morning when I was on my way down to breakfast, I overheard my parents discussing Lex again. Dad actually told my mom he thinks it's in my
best interest to end things with Lex. Luckily, Mom was outraged enough for the both of us. She told him to back off, or something would
give. Then he pointed to that as a good reason to be very concerned about this 'ugly relationship.' He called my relationship with Lex ugly.
I was furious. I couldn't believe he'd say that.
I didn't storm down in a rage. I just called out to let them know I was coming. Then we sat quietly around the kitchen table. Dad barely
spoke to me. He only said that he and mom were going someplace this afternoon and that I'd have to fend for myself.
I called Lex as soon as I was on my way to school and left a message for him to call me back when he had time. I really hope that things
change with Dad. I want to understand where he's coming from, but he's being extremely unreasonable.
~
12:05 pm
This is it
I am going to change everything. Nothing will stop me.
Lex, meet me in the loft now! I have to talk to you right away. It's very important.
~
11:08 pm
Dear Diary
Today I got married. You heard me, punk. I am now married and my husband is the hottest thing ever. He's lying in our honeymoon bed, passed
out from champagne and my awesome sexual prowess. I would never have used that word before I met Lex.
We're not in Kansas anymore, in case you hadn't guessed. We flew this afternoon to someplace else that I can't reveal, and got one of those
really fast weddings. I am now Mr. Clark Kent-Luthor. I love the sound of that.
Lex looks smoking hot asleep naked, covered in sweat and my spit from when I licked cream off his smooth body. He is a demon in bed. I want
to fuck him again even though we've already done it on every surface in this room, and then some. *wink wink*
I'm only taking one second to make this entry and mark this very special day. I love Lex Luthor-Kent!!!!
I'm married now and I have never been happier!
Love
Clark Kent-Luthor
~
09:30 pm
I think
I know what I want to do when I grow up. I want to lick Lex Luthor (my husband's) body all over for the rest of my life. I know I can do the
job well. Lex is loaded -- ooh that means I'm loaded now too, so we don't ever have to worry about anything ever again. Except how much
maple syrup it takes to cover Lex's entire body. Then I plan to lick it all off.
I'm getting hungry just thinking about it. He's sexy as hell! I think he must be evil. In fact, I am sure that he is. He makes me want to
sin and sin and sin...
~
09:20 pm
I'm home now
Lex removed the necklace with the red kryptonite stones in it from my neck while we were kissing earlier today. As soon as it was off, I
felt terrible. I couldn't believe I had talked Lex into running away and getting married. We got dressed and went to the airport to fly back
to Kansas. On the plane we didn't say much. I wasn't sure what to say to Lex. I told him that I love him.
After we landed, Lex drove me home where my parents were waiting for me. I told Lex I'd handle them and he went home. Dad was so upset that
at first he couldn't say anything. He asked Mom to give us some time alone so he could talk to me. I've never seen my dad so upset. I told
him right away that I was the one who put on the red kryptonite necklace. I told him about buying it last week at a stand, and that Lex had
nothing to do with it.
Lex didn't say anything because we didn't speak much on the way home, but I'm willing to bet he went along with me just to keep me
distracted. When I'm under the influence of that stone, I become unpredictable. Dad told me that he's not sure he can ever trust me to make
good judgments again. I tried to talk to him about what I was feeling and what Lex means to me. I told him that Lex makes me feel normal and
special all at the same time, and that with him I don't have to pretend or be somebody I'm not. I started to cry. I couldn't help it. My
Dad's words cut so deep. He couldn't even look at me.
Then he exploded. He said I was never like this before I met Lex. The marriage isn't legal here, but that doesn't matter to him. He was
angry because I broke the law, I ran off without telling them, I put the necklace on by choice, and I got married. He's never been so
disappointed in me.
I went out to the loft after his lecture. I'm supposed to think about why what I did was wrong. Mom came up a half hour later with milk and
cookies. Even before she said a word I got tears in my eyes. It was hard, but I could handle Dad's disappointment way more than my mom's. I
wouldn't have been able to handle it if she were upset. She was upset, but not for the same reasons. She said she missed seeing me get
married. I had a picture that I showed her. She started to cry and we hugged for a long time. She told me that no matter what they both
still loved me. Then she left me alone.
I may have been under the influence of the red meteor rocks, but I don't regret what we did. I don't want the marriage to be annulled. I
want to still be married to Lex. How do I tell him and my parents that this is what I want? Dad thinks I'm too irresponsible and it's not
even legal anyway. It's not fair.
~
02:23 pm
I wish it didn't have to end
It was hard enough, having to come back to the real world after such a great weekend. My dad's words really hurt. I did get much sleep last
night, and I spent all my waking time thinking about what happened. My dad's disappointment and my mom's quiet support leave me so
conflicted. I don't regret any of it, and when Lex stopped by at one in the morning to make sure I was okay, I told him I want to stay
married. I don't want us to pretend like the weekend never happen. We talked briefly and then we kissed, and I told him that I love him. I
wanted him to stay with me, but I knew he couldn't. We were back in the real world and in the real world I'm not married to him and we're
just best friends. In the real world, I can't show how I feel about Lex in public.
I'm really glad I have somewhere I can go to share these things. I don't know what I would do if I had to keep it all bottled up inside.
I wanted to tell Chloe about what happened on the weekend as soon as I saw her this morning, but I know I can't. It seems the whole town
knew I was missing. My parents called everybody we knew. Chloe joked that I should stop pulling so many disappearing acts. Lana showed up
and said she was glad to see me back safe. They held hands in the hall at school like it was so normal. Chloe slipped her hand into Lana's
and the smile on Lana's face spoke volumes. They look so happy together. Part of me wishes Lex and I could do that, but I know it's
different for us. Lex is a public figure and I'm only in high school. Those are just the least of our worries.
My dad wasn't at the breakfast table this morning. He's avoiding me. I know he is. He could barely look me in the eyes last night when we
talked about what I'd done. I don't know if I'm ever going to win his trust back. At this point, I can't even see how. Mom didn't say much
to me. I don't know what I would do if she weren't there for me.
~
09:21 pm
For safe-keeping
Text message to Lex
To Mr. Luthor-Kent
somebody out here loves you.
love
Mr. Kent-Luthor
ps: - this message will self-destruct in thirty seconds.
Lex's response
"Ditto, Angel."
I have so much homework!! It's insane.
~
10:08 pm
I did it
Yesterday, when I got home from school, Mom was upset because Dad had gone to the mansion to confront Lex. I ran to the mansion, and got
there just as things between Lex and my dad were heating up. I overheard Lex say that he doesn't regret any of it and that he is committed
to me completely. I rushed in at that moment and told my dad that I love Lex and that I want to stay married to him.
After I talked to my dad about how I felt and how important Lex is to me, he left. I hadn't meant to stay overnight, but it turned out that
way. We started to kiss and one thing led to another. Before I knew it we were up in his room. I woke up this morning well rested and in my
husband's arms. It feels weird to type that.
I had to rush home to get my schoolbooks and bag. I had a talk with Mom. She thinks I'm way too young, but she wants me to be happy. Then
when I got home from school, I found my Dad sitting on the sofa by himself. Mom had gone into town to run some errands. I didn't look
forward to being alone with him, but it wasn't as bad as I thought. He said he was scared that I wouldn't need him anymore. I reassured him
that I'd always need him no matter what. He'd had one beer and was nursing a second, which is so not like my dad. He wasn't drunk or
anything. I sat with him for a while and he talked about what I was like growing up. I broke a lot of stuff as a kid.
I told Dad that I wouldn't be moving in with Lex or anything, since nobody but us knows about the marriage. I have to keep it a secret. I
don't really mind that. It makes me happy and that's all I need. I told Dad he has to accept whom I love. I really didn't mean to fall in
love with Lex, but I love him and that's how it is. I tried to find out what it is that's bothering him about all this. He said that I
didn't need him to protect me anymore, but he's so wrong. I'll always need my dad. I told him that Lex will help protect me. I sent him up
to his room to rest. He was really tired, and not just from the beer. I don't think he slept all night. He was really worried about me.
When Mom got home, we had a long talk. I told her that I love them both so much and that I need them now more than ever. Dad came down and
we did the chores together, then we had dinner as a family. It was hard and there wasn't much conversation. Mom did most of the talking.
I feel really good about this. I know my dad is going to come around.
~
08:25 pm
An unexpected late night adventure
Last night, I got a frantic call from Chloe. She was freaked out because she said she'd been talking to Lois on the phone when they were cut
off. I told Chloe that maybe Lois' phone had cut out, but Chloe insisted there was something wrong. She said she had heard Lois cry out to
her just before they were disconnected. She was worried because Lois had gone to a frat party. Apparently, Lois is a heavy drinker sometimes
and tends to get into trouble at parties. That does not surprise me at all. Chloe said that they had heard rumors about the star tailback of
the university football team had been cheating at the game. In typical Lois fashion, she'd decided to investigate on her own without any
backup.
I told Chloe to call the police. I ran into the city to find Lois. I didn't even think about it. I just ran. I can't even believe I found
her, but I lucked out. The party turned out to be a drunken frat party filled with guys and girls. I found Lois just across the street in a
building under construction. She was under water, unconscious and unable to move. I pulled her out and stayed with her until she regained
consciousness. I didn't want to leave her alone.
She woke up and seemed okay if a bit shaken up. Then she told me about this guy Geoff who it turns out is from Smallville. She accidentally
stumbled onto his secret that he had the ability to paralyze people and he'd tried to silence her, not that I blame anybody for wanting to
shut Lois up. He must have been affected by the meteors and decided to use his ability to coast through school on a football scholarship. I
can't believe he'd want to do something like that. It's an unfair advantage and his fame isn't even real. It's all based on a lie. I'd never
do that.
I made sure Lois made it to a hospital and was in safe hands before going home. When I did get home, Mom and Dad were in the kitchen. Mom
had gone out to the loft to find me and when I wasn't there, they had started to worry. I told them what happened and Dad said I have to do
something about Geoff. He needs to realize that he almost killed somebody.
Chloe called this morning to let me know that Lois is fine. Lois may annoy me, but I'm glad she's okay. There was a second last night when I
thought for sure I hadn't made it in time to save her. It was very upsetting. I can't believe I'm saying this, and I'd never admit it to her
face, but I would really miss Lois if she wasn't in my life. There -- I said it and I will never utter those words in public or out loud.
But then I wouldn't wish death even on my enemies, not that I have an enemy or anything. Maybe I should consider Lois my enemy. She could be
my nemesis. It could be fun, or she could verbally kick my ass. I better just leave it alone.
~
11:22 pm
Busy weekend with Lex
It's been a really busy weekend. I just got back from the mansion and dinner with Lex, but I should start at the beginning. On Saturday, I
went over to the mansion to see Lex. I wanted to tell him about what happened with Lois and ask him what he thought I should do. While I
waited for him to come to his office, I saw this bill on his desk for all the stuff I'd broken in the hotel on our honeymoon. It was so
much! I couldn't believe it. I asked Lex about it when he came back from his phone conference. He told me not to worry about it, but it was
just so much money. I don't even think I've seen that much money all at once and he said he'd have it taken care of like it was nothing. I
felt so bad. There's no way I'll ever pay him back.
I really broke a lot of stuff the night we were there. I can't stop thinking about how awesome the sex was. Lex was so amazing, and I
manhandled him all over the place. He never once complained, even when I lifted him up and carried him over to the bed and tossed him on it.
He told me not to worry about the bill as I followed him up to his room. He totally distracted me with his naked body. He's so evil, but I
didn't care. The sex was so awesome. I close my eyes and think about his wonderful ass and I get so hard. At least I don't blush now when I
type these intimate details.
After sex, we sort of lounged in his bed still naked. He touched my body while we talked. I couldn't help it. I think about this kind of
stuff a lot. Maybe I shouldn't, but it's on my mind almost every day. I asked Lex how far he would go to protect my secret. I always think
about it with my parents and I've seen some of what Dad would be willing to do and I wondered about Lex. It was a hard subject to bring up
and I wasn't sure what to say or how to say it. I don't want Lex to think that I doubt him, because I don't. I know how much he cares about
me. Heck! He paid over 10,000 dollars for all that stuff I broke and didn't even blink. He said whatever we had to face, we'd face it
together and he had everything under control. I have to admit, it was totally hot when he said that. I kissed him and wanted to have sex
again.
I know I can trust Lex. I hope my parents feel they can too, because I want to have more dinners with Lex in the future. I know we can't
live together right now, but maybe someday we can. For now, I'm going to fight for every moment I can, because when I'm with Lex, I feel
complete.
~
09:46 pm
I think I'm wearing him down
My dad is coming around. He's agreed after much arm-twisting and much begging on my part to let me go over to the mansion one a week for
dinner and other stuff. He didn't want to know what the other stuff was. I also asked if I could sleep over there one night a week. After
all, Lex and I are married. We should be sleeping together, but my dad said no way. He thinks it would be way too suspicious if I were seen
staying over at the mansion overnight. Lex is watched by the press and stuff, so Dad's probably right about that. I told my dad that I could
work out a way so that nobody would ever know I was even there. He said he's not convinced that I could, and what if somebody sees me and
what if I'm caught by the wrong people. I begged him to stop being so stubborn and that was when he brought out the big guns: Lionel. He
reminded me that Lex's dad is living there and that he's a dangerous man.
I guess he's right. I'm going to have to talk to Lex about this. He'd probably know more how to deal with his dad and the press. Maybe if I
proved to my dad that I could make it work, he'd back off.
I might have another person to worry about. Something is up for with Chloe. I think she knows about the wedding. She has this way of knowing
things, and today at school, she said she'd be there for me if I needed someone to talk to about anything at all. She must know somehow. I
could be wrong, but if she does know something, I hope she won't tell anybody about it. It would be a front page headline and make her
instantly famous.
My mom's working late every night this week at the Talon. This means I have to make dinner. Luckily, I know how to microwave prepared meals
that she left for us. Dad and I sat down together and ate dinner and then we did the chores. I tried to bring up the Lex thing again, but he
shut me down. I guess I'll just have to keep trying. I know he'll give in eventually or maybe not. He's always been pretty strict. He's just
going to have to realize that I'm grown up now. He went to get Mom and I have a lot of homework to do. I better get my butt in gear.
~
01:49 pm
It's a date!
I called Lex during my lunch hour. I had to tell him about my father's worries. Lex reassured me that he'd make sure my name never made it
to any papers. He said he took care of the hotel bill and made sure it would never see the light of day. I also told him we needed to meet
tonight to talk about how to handle stuff. I told him I'd like to spend more time with him. We're meeting at the Talon, since I have to pick
my mom up from work. She wants me to be her bodyguard.
It's not that I don't trust Lex, but I checked on line and he's right. There haven't been any articles at all anywhere about the hotel bill
or Lex taking an unscheduled flight.
~
09:35 pm
I can't believe this is happening!
I'm at the hospital. Lex was shot! A bunch of us were at the Talon just before closing time, when this guy my mom was trying to serve
started acting nervous. I didn't recognize him so I knew he wasn't a local. It became clear he wasn't there for coffee. He pulled out a gun,
pointed it at me and threatened to kill me if Mom didn't give up all her cash. Lex tried to talk him into lowering his weapon. The next
thing I knew, the gunman fired and Lex jumped in front of me. He took the bullet for me. Lex was shot in the shoulder and he's in surgery
right now. I'm going insane because the doctor hasn't told us yet if he's going to be okay. I still have his blood all over my shirt.
I have to go. The doctor just came out! More details later.
~
10:59 am
Lex did it for me.
He took the bullet to protect my secret. We were at the Talon and it was almost closing time, but there were a few people there. My parents
were there. Dad didn't know that I was picking Mom up so he stopped by to make sure she had a ride home. Lois had stopped by to talk to my
mom about something. Chloe and Lana were there as well. They live in the room above the Talon. There were plenty of witnesses and they saw
as Lex stepped in front of the bullet meant for me. He wanted to protect my secret. He told me the only thing going through his mind at that
moment was that I had to be protected. Then he told me he was cold and he passed out.
I held Lex in my arms while my parents both subdued the gunman and Chloe called the police. I though he was going to die. It happened so
fast and there was so much blood. I don't want anybody to die protecting my secret. Lex told me this morning that he'd do anything to
protect me. I kissed him and told him I loved him so much. I couldn't even begin to tell him in words how much I love him. They're just not
adequate enough. I didn't tell him that I hid in the bathroom last night and cried. I was just so grateful that he was alive. I don't think
I've ever felt as helpless as I did while waiting for the doctors to tell me he was going to be okay.
~
11:01 am
Lex is going to be okay
He got through his surgery fine and he's resting. I stayed with him as long as they'd let me. Actually, I kind of sneaked into his room when
nobody was looking. Whenever I'd hear somebody coming, I ducked into the bathroom. I managed to hide out in his room the whole night. I
couldn't leave him alone. He was really drugged up and woke a few times. I told him he was crazy to do what he did and he told me I should
be naked. He's so cute when he's all doped up.
I'm just glad he's going to be okay. I don't know what I would have done if he'd been seriously hurt. I'm glad that the guy who shot him is
locked up and there are multiple witnesses to his crime. There's no way he's going to get away with what he did.
Lex's dad stopped by this morning to see him. He barked a bunch of orders about how his son had better get the best care and that I was to
be allowed visiting privileges at all times. I was surprised, but I didn't question him about his motives. I'm just happy I can see Lex
anytime I want. It was weird because Lionel was acting all nice. He even put his hand on my shoulder and called me son. It was hard not to
flinch, but I managed. He totally freaked me out.
My parents also stopped in to give me some clean clothes. I changed from the bloody ones I wore all night. They didn't stay long. Mom told
me that she's called the school to tell them I wouldn't be coming to class. There's no school anyway after today for the rest of the week
because of Thanksgiving.
I'm going back to be with Lex. Maybe he'll say something really incriminating while he's all drugged up.
~
11:43 am
Happy day!
Sometimes things work out better than you could ever have hoped. Lex is staying with us for a few days while he recovers from his surgery.
He was released from the hospital yesterday and spent the day with us at our home. He's resting now in the guest room. Yesterday was the
best Thanksgiving I've ever had. I was with the three people who matter most to me. The four of us had dinner as a family, and I gave thanks
that I have them in my life. My dad was happy to have Lex there. He thanked Lex for caring about me and for protecting me. He was completely
sincere and my mom had tears in her eyes. She gave thanks for me.
Lex slept in the guest room last night, but I sneaked in and stayed with him. Nothing happened. We just kissed and I told him that I love
him. I'm wearing my wedding ring. I have to hide it normally, but today I'm wearing it proudly. I put it on last night at the dinner table
while I was giving thanks. I usually have it in my pocket, but while I'm here with the people I love, I can display my status. It makes me
beyond happy to know that Lex and I are together this way.
I had to get up early this morning to do chores. Lex was still asleep and my parents slept in. I had plenty of time to think about the last
few days. I'm sitting in the guest room, watching over Lex as he sleeps. I'll be watching over him while he recovers from his ordeal. He's
still on painkillers and probably will be for a few more days. Mom said Lex woke up while I was out working. She made sure he ate something.
My dad finally understands that Lex truly cares about me. We talked for awhile, and he's still not happy about the marriage, since it's not
legal and he thinks I'm way too young to make that kind of decision. Maybe he's right. I told him that some day when it was legal, I'd do it
all over again in front of everybody.
~
10:24 pm
I'm at the mansion for the night.
I drove Lex home today and I'm staying over for the night. My dad didn't even argue because Lex saved my life and there's no arguing with
that. Lex is doing pretty good. He's still in pain and his arm is in a sling, but he's able to sit and work on his laptop. When we arrived
at the mansion, Lex's assistant Molly was waiting. I think she's angry at me for some reason, but I can't figure out exactly what that is.
She obviously didn't feel that I belonged here. I told her that the least I could do for Lex after he had saved my life was take care of him
while he recovered. I think she wanted me to get lost. I totally played dumb. It was kind of fun.
I'm up in Lex's private rooms now, doing homework. At least that's what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm taking a break to watch Lex. He's
sitting in front of his laptop, working, but he really looks lost in thought. I should probably take care of him. I wonder how he'd feel
about a massage.
I'm so glad Lex is okay. He could have been hurt much worse, and I still can't believe he risked his life for me like that.
~
08:45 am
Braver than I could ever be.
Lex is asleep in his bed. He tosses and turns and tries to get comfortable. It looks difficult, and when it gets really bad, I reach out and
caress him and whisper that I'm here for him. He's in pain because of me. He's hurt because I have the most dangerous secret in the world.
Last night, I took Lex's work away from him and forced him to relax. I helped him change into his silk pajamas and we got into his bed
together. I massaged him as gently as I could. It was hard and I could see the pain in his eyes, even though he tried to hide it from me.
Then I made him lay back and I pulled his pajama bottoms and boxers down. I sucked him off and swallowed his release. He was exhausted by
then and as he drifted off to sleep, I held him in my arms.
He could have died. He could have been killed. That bullet could have hit him where he would never have been able to recover. He's not
invulnerable like me. He's human and fragile and breakable. I can see through him to his soft insides and the damage that was done by that
small projectile. It pierced his delicate flesh so easily, and I close my eyes and see him falling into my arms. I see the blood seep from
the wound. It terrifies me how breakable Lex is. It terrifies me how breakable they all are. It terrifies me when I wonder what else Lex
would be willing to do to protect my secret. I'm not worth his life. If he had died... I don't even want to think about that. It drives me
insane when I dwell on it too long. But here in this room, with him asleep beside me, I can't help but wonder.
But he's not dead. He's here beside me, breathing softly. His body slack and his face so angelic it makes my heart beat faster. He makes my
heart beat faster. I want to lean in close and kiss his soft mouth. I touch him all the time. I never touch anybody as much as I touch him,
because I'm always so afraid I'll break something without meaning to. He welcomes my touch, and knowing that makes me feel alive and human.
I think I'm falling in love with Lex all over again just thinking about how far he'd go to protect me. I just wish he weren't so vulnerable,
because I know that I can't protect him as well as he can protect me.
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