Worst night ever
I tried out my plan. It turns out it was the stupidest plan I've ever had.
I went over last night after dinner to see Lex. I was hoping we'd get up to some action and we did. While I got undressed and into his bed, he had to go do something, so by the time he returned, I'd set the green meteor rock on his bedside table. I put it where he wouldn't see it. That's where the plan went bad. I was so sick from the rock being nearby that Lex panicked and reached for his cell phone to call my parents about my sudden illness. His phone was right beside the rock, so he ended up grabbing the rock instead of the phone.
At first, I wasn't sure what was happening. I was in so much pain. It felt like it went on forever. I don't know how much time passed. Lex just sat there, staring at the stone, and then he got all panicked. He removed it from the room and the pain ended. When he came back, he asked me if I knew of anybody who would try to get to me by putting the stone there.
That was when I had to tell him that I was the one who put the kryptonite there. He was not impressed. He got really pissed off. He didn't yell or anything. He never yells when he's mad, which is worse since I'd rather he yelled at me, but he didn't. Instead he got really quiet and asked why I would do something like this. I tried to explain to him that I never want to hurt him again. He told me to go home. It was really humiliating, but I have only myself to blame. He said we'd talk about it later.
That was really a stupid thing I did. I wanted to talk to Lex about it last night but he really did not look like he was in the mood to hear what I had to say. He doesn't understand. He doesn't know what it's like to lose control just for one split second and then something is broken. I broke the sugar bowl this morning. I only lost concentration for a second. I'm going to pick up a new one for mom after school.
Maybe dad is right. Maybe I am overthinking this. I haven't felt this lost about my freakiness in a long time.
Lex hasn't called me yet. I know it's only been since last night that I saw him, but I was hoping he'd call me this morning. I want somebody to tell me that everything is going to be okay.
The weirdest thing happened when I was running to school this morning. I suddenly stopped in the middle of running and I couldn't run anymore. It only lasted for a few minutes. I've never had that happen before.
I hope this isn't another a new ability manifesting. I can't even imagine what my body will do now. Like shooting fire out of my eyes wasn't freaky enough.
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10:45 pm
I got an A in science
Yay for getting an A on my science paper about solar flares.
The rest of my day went okay. I picked up a new sugar bowl for my mom on the way home. I also helped Ms. Fletcher carry her groceries to her car. She called me her hero. I totally blushed when she said that.
I had to drive some fence posts into the ground for my dad, so I did that after dinner since it would only take me a few minutes to finish. I managed to embed one of them in so deep it's barely sticking out of the ground. Dad wasn't impressed.
After that, I did some homework. I picked up my phone a few dozen times to call Lex, but then changed my mind. He said he'd call, so I'm waiting. And waiting and waiting...
Waiting sucks.
I had some pie after dinner. Mom made the most amazing apple pie today.
Now I have to get to sleep. I'm kind of tired.
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Oops!
I broke the tractor. I was trying to help Dad. He needed it hoisted up so he could fix it. At first my strength was gone. I couldn't budge it an inch. Then I tried harder, and suddenly it was flying through the air, vanishing at the distant horizon. That was so embarrassing. I've never done anything like that.
I ran to find where it had landed, hoping nobody had seen. Lex saw. He was right there when the unscheduled flight landed. Luckily it didn't hit him, but it was close. He said he was just stopped at the intersection when suddenly the tractor landed ten feet away, parts flying everywhere. After I explained to him about my loss of control, we went back to the farm and figured out a way to get the broken tractor back there before anybody found it. Nobody saw us and we managed to get the now totally smashed tractor home. I felt horrible. My parents can't afford much extra, so losing the tractor like that really sucks. It was just so stupid. Lex offered to pay for a new tractor but Dad turned him down. Mom and I are going to talk to him about it. We can't afford a new one, and it would look weird if we suddenly didn't have a tractor. People might ask questions.
After all that was over, Lex and I went up to my loft and we talked about the things that have been happening to me lately. I told him about all the incidents of my loss of control over any of my abilities. He promised me we'd figure out why this could be happening to me. He went home after a few hours of talking. I wanted him to stay with me, but I couldn't ask him to do that. I feel so helpless. Just a few minutes ago my strength gave out again and I'm too afraid to touch anything. I'm typing as carefully as I can in case my strength returns all of a sudden. My hands are shaking so badly.
I wish Lex would call with something, anything. I don't even care if it's a solution to why this is happening. I just want him to call.
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I'm at the mansion
It's not enough that my strength is going all haywire. Now my speed is messed up. I tried to run to school today and somehow ended up in Oregon. Nice place but it wasn't where I was aiming for. When I tried to run home, my speed totally gave out and I panicked. I was really hoping I could get back home without anybody noticing I was gone, but all I had on me was a few dollars to buy milk and a snack for lunch.
I called Lex and he came right away in his helicopter to come get me. It took awhile and I missed school. By the time we were back at the farm, my parents were panicked. The school had called to find out why I wasn't there. I can't believe that I totally forgot to call and tell them where I was.
We were talking about what might be causing my malfunctions when my heat vision suddenly flared up and I set fire to the kitchen curtains. I lost complete control! Lex and my dad contained the fire. I just freaked out. Then Lex offered to let me stay with him here at the mansion until we can figure out for sure what's causing my problems. He was doing research all morning until I called from across the country. He thinks it has something to do with some major solar flare activity that started at just about the time that my abilities went crazy. I hope he's right.
We're researching it right now together. It's so cool to watch Lex be all intense about figuring this out. He looks sexy. I want to jump him, but first I'm hungry and I need something to eat. Pause for the cause.
I cut my finger on a knife! I bled. I never bleed.
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A night that I'll never forget.
I'm normal, sort of. I don't have my abilities right now. I lost them some time last night. Lex thinks they'll return eventually. I hope he's right. It feels cool to be normal but at the same time, it feels kind of strange.
After I cut my finger and it didn't heal, that was when we realized that all my abilities were gone. At first I felt panicked, but I was with Lex so I knew everything would be okay. It was better than okay.
We played a game of pool, and that was cool because I was no longer strong enough to knock the balls into the middle of the next county. Then suddenly Lex started to kiss me, and he got down on his knees and sucked me off right there. At first I was kind of freaked about him doing it right there in his office. I wanted to stop him, but he seemed so determined. There was this look in his eyes. He was very determined and I gave in. My knees almost gave out when I climaxed. It was so incredible and different. For one thing, the sensation of his tongue on my cock was so heightened that I came even faster than normal.
If that wasn't enough, he then turned me around, yanked my pants and underwear down to my ankles, and bent me over the pool table. At first I was kind of freaked because we were still right there in his office. When he slid into me, I thought I was going to explode. I grabbed hold of the table and it didn't crack, or break, or bend as it would have if I'd had my strength. I could grab anything I wanted without the fear of breaking it. I will never forget the feel of Lex's cock deep inside me and his hands on my body as he thrust into me. It's not that I don't feel it when I'm normal, but this was different. The burn and the pain were so much more. More is not even an adequate word. I don't really know how to describe the sensations. It was just different.
I didn't want it to stop. I can still feel it. They're not kidding about that. I'm not back to normal yet. The cut is still on my finger and my ass hurts in a good way. I was fucked! And it was awesome.
We went up to his bedroom and curled up together, naked. His body felt so amazing when I touched him. We kissed long and lingeringly. He felt so amazing. His strong lips on mine and his wonderful, firm grip on my body lulled me into a peaceful sleep. I wanted to stay awake and just touch him forever, but I was exhausted. I passed out.
This morning I woke up to find I was already hard and rubbing up against Lex. I woke him with passionate kisses and then I topped him. I was inside Lex and it was incredible! He felt so amazing and I lasted about five seconds. I practically exploded inside him. I didn't have to worry about touching him and accidentally hurting him. I could grab his arms and hold on tightly as I came. It was so incredible. I keep saying that but it really was. I've never felt so amazing.
Then we took a shower together, and I got down on my knees and sucked Lex off. I love the feeling of his cock in my mouth and I wanted to see how it would feel now. My throat was sore after, but it was totally worth every single second of him thrusting deep into me until I could feel the head of his cock at the back of my throat. Fuck, this is making me so horny just remembering. The best part is I will always remember every single detail of last night and this morning.
I wanted us to fuck again but I had to get to school. Since all my abilities were gone there was no reason I couldn't still go, plus my parents would kill me if I didn't.
We got dressed together. It's really fascinating watching Lex dress, but then I think everything Lex does is fascinating.
Lex drove me to school. I was so deliriously happy that I almost kissed him goodbye right there in front of the school before I got out of his Porsche. When I finally did get out, Pete was there. He gave Lex this nasty look, and then chastised me for letting Lex drive me to school. He thinks it looks bad and that people will talk, but everybody in town knows Lex and I are good friends. I'm not worried. I told Pete that I didn't care because I got me some last night. That shut him up right away.
I'm way too happy to be worried. The cut on my finger is still not healed, but I don't care because I got laid last night and it was awesome.
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I'm back!!!
I'm normal again. At least I'm normal for me. I can lift the tractor and run faster than a speeding bullet. I can also have sex without breaking my boyfriend.
My abilities returned on Friday just as school ended. I rushed over to the mansion to let Lex know that I was better. It seemed he was right about the sun being the reason my abilities went all wonky. He thinks the sun is the source of my powers. I thought about it and he's probably right. I do spend a lot of time outdoors because of all the farm work I do, and I always feel so much better after being outside for a while. I love the sun and I love soaking up the rays. I don't really ever burn or tan much, so I never worried about that.
After we talked about it, Lex grabbed me and dragged me up to his bedroom and seduced me. That's really what happened! I was a little panicked at first because I was back to normal, and the last time we did it, I didn't have my strength, but Lex was just too hot and I couldn't keep my big hands off him. I grabbed him and tore his shirt off. He begged me to fuck him hard, so I did and it was awesome. I turned him over, stripped him naked, and fucked him into the mattress. I didn't even break the bed this time. I was a good boy. He was so hot and his moans pushed me over the edge. I even held his hands when I came and managed not to crush him. I think I have it all under control.
Lex is the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't imagine not having him in my life.
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The past week
I've been so busy with schoolwork and farm work that I haven't had much time for anything else. I had a major essay due, and that's finally out of the way. I handed that in this morning. I really didn't do much else except study and work. My head hurts from so much studying, but dad would kick my rear if I didn't get great marks.
It's been a few days since I've seen Lex. Yesterday, I called him after I'd finished up afternoon chores, but his cell went straight to voice mail. I had a few free hours before dinner, so I stopped by the mansion but he wasn't there. His security people said he'd gone to the city and wouldn't be back until late. He hadn't said anything about going into the city to me. It's not like he has to tell me everything he's doing, but I was hoping we could do something. I guess I can stop in to see him after classes let out. I'm hoping we can talk and just hang out.
Everything else in my life is pretty quiet. Lana doesn't seem to be mad at me anymore. Chloe is her usual self. I think she's chasing another weird story. I'll have to ask her what it's about. Maybe she could use my help. Pete has been quiet. I've noticed he's been hanging out with a new girl. I'm assuming she's another one of his 'friends'. He never changes. I'm glad that some things stay the same.
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Last night was fun
I stopped by to see Lex a couple of days this week after school.
On Monday, he was kind of preoccupied, so I didn't take up too much of his time. Yesterday, he had some extra time for a quickie in his office. I wanted to move it upstairs to his bedroom, but he seemed kind of anxious. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't complaining once my cock was in his mouth. He sucked me off and jerked himself off all over me. It was kind of messy, but I managed to clean myself up. Lex looked satisfied afterwards. I felt awesome.
I wish he'd stop calling me Kal. In the middle of his seduction (because that was what it was) he called me Kal. I teasingly reminded him that my name isn't Kal. I mean, my name is Kal, but it's not the name I go by. I want him to call me Clark. I let it slide but later after I got home from his place, I realized that he had called me Kal again as I was leaving.
I guess he wants to use that name because his only memories of me are from when we were living together last summer. I was pretty much Kal then. I did tell him it was okay for him to do that. I should probably just drop it and not mention it again. It's not really a big deal. It just sort of bugged me last night. I'm not really sure why.
Last night, I found my favorite shirt. I thought I'd lost it a long time ago, but it turned out it was in the back of my closet, under a pile of dirty laundry. I totally love this shirt. I wore it to school today. I really like the color blue. I especially like this blue flannel shirt. It's got this awesome worn-in feeling. I feel so comfortable wearing it.
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That was strange
I saw Lex on Friday about the whole Kal thing. I told him it's cool. He can call me Kal if he wants. I guess it is my real name, technically. I mean it is my real name. I'm just not used to it and the whole thing with my biological father being a jerk and wanting me to rule earth sucks. I don't want to be reminded all the time. I just want to be Clark Kent, mild-mannered high school guy.
This is totally embarrassing. I woke up this morning hard as a rock! I could have hammered nails with my dick. On top of that, I was late getting up for school and Mom barged into my room just as I was jerking off! She didn't even knock or anything. I managed to roll to the floor to hide from her. The fact that my own mom was in the room did not even diminish my hard-on. I practically begged her to leave my room so I could have some privacy. Luckily, she left, closing the door behind her. I finished jerking off just a few minutes later trying really hard to push the image of my mom out of my mind.
This whole weekend, I've been so horny. I have a very healthy libido, but this was ridiculous. I've jerked off at least three times every night since last Thursday. First there was Friday morning when I woke up hard and jerked off even though I could hear my parents talking in the kitchen. I was just making sure they weren't upstairs. I was so caught up in stroking myself off and too afraid they'd suddenly come upstairs and catch me. That was not an experience I wanted to repeat. That's why I didn't hear my mom this morning until it was too late.
All weekend I would find that just about anything turned me on. I was watching this show and this guy was really hot. I had to turn it off and go upstairs to my room to take care of the raging hard-on I'd developed. I don't get it. It's not like I'm deprived. I get sex all the time. I can't even think of what might be the cause other than I'm just a fucking horny prick. I hope it's not alien heat or something.
Maybe I could call Lex today and go over for a quickie. I could rush in, bend him over the desk in his office, yank his tailored pants and expensive briefs down to his ankles and fuck him until he begs me to come. Fuck! That totally made me hard again. I have to find a private place to jerk off. Why can't it be lunch time already?
My hormones have taken control of me.
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NO!!!!
Gym class was hell yesterday! All it did was fuel more fantasies. Stupid brain! Stupid sex! Okay, maybe not stupid sex. I'm just so frustrated and I can't exactly expect Lex to fulfill my every waking sexual-frustration moment. For one thing, it's unreasonable. He has a life and I have a life.
At least now I feel much better. I'm not as horny this morning as I was last night. I went over to see Lex after dinner last night. It was kind of awkward mostly because I didn't just want to jump him and say 'booty call!'
Eventually, I couldn't take it anymore. I cracked and practically jumped him. He was just so hot and so there, and he kept drinking from his water bottle and his lips... I wanted him so badly. He was totally teasing me on purpose. I just know it. He is evil!
I didn't ask if we could go upstairs to his bedroom. I just kissed him and turned him around. Then I yanked his clothes off and bent him over the pool table. It was the most amazing fuck I've had in a while. I wanted to do it again ten minutes later, but Lex is only human and eventually I had to go home.
I still went to bed last night desperately trying to ignore my libido. Even after the hot sex, my hormones were raging. I had to jerk off before I could get to sleep and again this morning when I woke up. At least my mom didn't interrupt me this time.
This time I fantasized that Lex was on his hands and knees and I had him chained down. He was begging me to fuck him as hard as I could. I imagined my cock deep inside him. I thought about how tight he was and before I knew it, I was coming. I almost shouted his name out loud, but managed to bite my tongue at the last second.
Maybe it is some alien thing where now that I'm getting it on a regular basis, I have to make contact with Lex before too much time passes or I'll go insane. I really felt like I was going to go insane if I didn't fuck him. Or maybe I'm just a horny teenager.
Great! Now I'm horny again, and I have gym class again. Fuck!
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This is kind of embarrassing
Lately I've been sort of almost always sexually excited. I seem to need to take care of myself at least three times a day every day. The other day, I even went over to see Lex just because I wanted to do it. I practically jumped him and even after we had a very satisfying moment, I went home and still had to take care of myself. It wasn't just last night either. I had to this morning as well and even during lunch, I ducked away someplace private to do it again!
Is that normal? I know I'm only a teenager, but seriously, is it normal to want it so much?
I tried to talk to my best friend about it, but now that he knows I like guys, he doesn't want me to go there in detail at all. I can't talk to my parents because they're my parents. Even if they know I'm growing up, they don't want to be told I'm growing up. So I was hoping maybe somebody could tell me if this is normal.
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I tied him up
Last night I went over to see Lex. I didn't even bother with small talk. I just jumped him in his office. He was busy doing work, but I didn't really care. I wanted him so I took him.
I'm still really horny a lot. I finally told Lex about it right after I shoved everything on his desk aside and fucked him until we both came. I figured I owed him at least some explanation for why I've been so hot for him. I suppose it could be because he is hot. I mean, I walked into his office and there he was in his tight shirt with his sleeves all rolled up and his gorgeous arms flexing as he twirled a pen. He looks so sexy all lost in thought.
I went over to his place the night before for pretty much the same reason. That time we actually talked for a few minutes before I jumped him.
It's like I want nothing but sex all the time from him. I know I definitely want more but this is insane how much I want him under me and how much I want to be in him.
After we had sex, I wanted more. He suggested we play out one of my fantasies, so we went up to his room and I ordered him to be my sex slave. I tore his bed sheets into strips and tied him up. Then I stripped him naked and licked him all over, starting at this toes. I even licked his tight hole. It was so hot. I would never admit this to anybody, but I love doing that to him. I don't really do it that often, but I go insane when I do. I love to have that control over him. He twitched and writhed and moaned and his cock was so hard. When I speared him with my tongue he begged me to fuck him hard. So I did. I fucked him until he screamed my name.
I am getting horny again just thinking about it. I woke up this morning rock-hard and jerked off to the memory of my tongue and cock in his ass. I want to control him, but at the same time I want him to still have as much control over what we do as possible. I want to make him scream, writhe, moan, struggle, squirm with ecstasy, and come so hard he forgets his own name.
I think I'm going to call him today after school to see if he's busy.
Is it hot in here?
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I wish...
...people would stop emailing me with offers to make my penis bigger. I don't need any help in that department. While you're at it, I really do not need to enhance my sexual prowess. I think if it were any more enhanced I'd kill Lex. He is only human after all.
I ran into the city to meet with Lex. Okay, I didn't even set up a meeting with him, but I couldn't hold out any longer. I needed him. He was in his dad's office doing some work. Can you believe that! On a Friday night when he could be out having fun... so I decided to bring the fun to him. We sort of kind of had sex on this really nice black leather sofa in his daddy's office. The strange thing about his father is that he doesn't have any cameras or surveillance stuff in his personal office. Once I discovered this, I kind of didn't really care where we were. It was so awesome.
I had to run home shortly after, but I am in heaven. Lex looked so hot in a suit with no tie. I should have tied him up with that tie! Why didn't I think of that? I guess I was in a sexual haze.
This has to be some kind of crazy alien thing.
The other night, Lex asked me to think about what my sexual fantasies are. He said he's more than willing to fulfill every single one of them.
I've spent the last few days thinking about this very important subject. I did a little research then I stopped because my fantasies are lame, so lame compared to some of the ones I've read. Wow -- some people have very interesting imaginations.
We've already established that I like to tie Lex up. In fact, I joked the other night when he was tied up that I'd leave him like that so he could be my sex slave. I think the joke fell flat. I forgot he still remembers Kal and what he did to Lex during the summer.
I like to lick him, that's for sure. I want to fuck him while sitting down so that he has to ride me and I control how deep I am inside him. That one sounds kind of hot.
I know we've already played out some of his favorites. I wonder what he wants to do with me. He could tie me up but it's not real. I can escape any time I want. I've felt a few times what it's like to be helpless, but I don't really know what it means to be tied up and at his mercy. I'd want that, but unless I suddenly lose all my abilities and turn into a normal boy, it probably won't happen. That's cool. I'll just have to come up with stuff that's within my limitations.
I don't really want to hurt Lex. I know there's S&M as an option, but I'm too strong for that. I wonder if that's something Lex wants to do. If it is, I'll do it just for him. No matter what it takes I'd make it happen so he could have that. He could dress up all slutty and I could spank him. Spanking sound fun, except I am so strong I'd be too afraid of getting carried away. It could be a good way to learn self-control.
I can't really think of anything else, but this is kind of fun. I just love to be with him, so no matter what we do, as long as he's with me I guess it doesn't really matter.
Options for sexual fantasies with Lex
- Spanking (I spank him for being such a bad boy)
- Bondage (I tied him up, he ties me up and I pretend to be helpless)
- Role play dress up (I'm a helpless alien that he captures and turns into his personal sex slave)
- Role playing (I'm the rich guy who hired him to pleasure me)
- S&M
- Using toys (like whips and stuff)
It looks like I have a good list. I hope this is the kind of stuff Lex means, or I am going to be really embarrassed. Now I need to go jerk off because this has gotten me horny.
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